I am a 24 year old Filipino female. I am married to a Chinese man and we have two kids for 3 years. At first he was a good man, a gentleman and took care of me. He always treated me to BBQ. But then I found out that he was taking drugs and he hurt me. He always beat me. It is hard for me to sleep at night. I want to sleep but my whole body and brain don't want to sleep because I always remember the slaps he gave me on my face and head. It is horrible. I haven't slept well for months, my hair has fallen out a lot and my head always hurts. I have been through a lot of trauma. I never thought that he would always beat me. He always said that he loved me and that he could sacrifice his life because he loved me so much. But why did he always slap and beat me? I always forgave him. I want to break up with him. I want to go to a far place so that I can never see him again. But I feel sad for the kids. What should I do? Please help me. Now I do want to leave him so that I can have peace of mind.

翻译：我是一名 24 岁的菲律宾女性。我嫁给了一名中国男子，我们有两个孩子，已经在一起 3 年了。起初他是个好男人，绅士，照顾我。他总是请我吃烧烤。但后来我发现他吸毒，伤害我。他总是打我。我晚上很难入睡。我想睡觉，但我的整个身体和大脑都不想睡觉，因为我总是记得他打我的脸和头。太可怕了。我已经好几个月没睡好了，我的头发掉了很多，我的头总是很痛。我经历了很多创伤。

我从来没有想过他会一直打我。他总是说他爱我，他可以牺牲自己的生命，因为他太爱我了。但他为什么总是打我、打我？我总是原谅他。我想和他分手。我想去一个很远的地方，这样我就再也见不到他了。但我为孩子们感到难过。我该怎么办？请帮帮我。现在我确实想离开他，这样我才能安心。

真是难得给力的帖子啊。